AJ's last day of school is Monday, and I am not looking forward to the two week summer break. Lately he has been so unmanageable it has brought me (and him) to tears. He will not follow directions. He does things he knows will get him in trouble. I understand that he has impulse controll issues, but this is too much. I just want my sweet little boy to be all better. I want him to talk to me and tell me what's wrong. I want him to behave. I want to take him out and not have to apologize to a million people because of his "odd" behavior. I want to take AJ and his brother to the park and not have to worry about who he will attack or how fast he'll run away from me. I just want my baby to be "normal".
I'm sorry for the vent, but the past week was really hard on both of us and I'm nearing mommy burnout. I'm going to get a massage, pedicure, and manicure next week so maybe that will help.
Thanks for letting me vent.
T
This blog will mostly be about my son who has autism. But from time to time I will write about me. A lot of times I find it helpful to write down my feelings when I don't have anyone to talk to.
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