Well two nights ago, I lost my baby. No, I didn't physically lose my baby, but my baby is gone forever. Two nights ago, my little boy lost his first tooth. I know, I know I'm just being a sentimental mother, but when he lost his tooth I lost my baby. The child I help everyday is now my son. Deep in my heart he will always be my baby, but he will grow into a young man soon and I'll still wonder where my baby went. Even in his pictures now I don't see my baby anymore, I see my big boy.
The hardest thing is coming to grips that my almost 5yr old son who still has to be "babied" in a way is growing up so fast. I'm sure I'll be an emotional wreck on his birthday (three weeks!!). Oh well enough with the emotional mommy thoughts. Here is a picture of my big boy.
Taria
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